Ok, Day 2

Day 2... that just sounds so much better than Day 1.  Kinda gives me a sense of accomplishment,  Plus, this is my "GET REAL" day.

There is no green tea this morning.  I tried and hated it!  Maybe I'll give it another try in a month, but for now I am sipping a Coke Zero!  Lets be honest, no one gets fat because of calorie free soda.  Maybe to lose my last few stubborn pounds, I will have to stop - but for now, Coke Zero makes me very happy!

And the egg whites from yesterday -- those never happened.  But, I made an effort to eat them!  So right now I am sitting dow with an Egg Beaters Omelet, stuffed with feta cheese, green peppers, leeks and with tomatoes and cucumbers on the side.  Added a little balsamic and salt and it is really good. (Which says a lot considering I am a carb girl)

Yesterday I did suck it up and go to the gym.  I have to tell you, it was HARD!  So intimidating!  I felt fat in my workout clothes, ugly and just outta shape.  But, I put my WW magazine under my arm and went.  But I must admit, I was trying to hide the fact I was reading a WW magazine.  And that is just dumb.... but I felt people were probably looking at me funny!  And they probably were - but oh well!  I may be overweight, but  am trying to do something about it.  So, they should not look at me funny... I think they should applaud me for trying and even help encourage me.

Anyways, I did one hour on the treadmill.  I was at 3.5 for 50 minutes, and then 3.0 for the last 10.  I got through it and to me thats what counts!

I am going to go again today.  Even use the gym as my excuse for someone else to watch my kids for an hour or 2.

So... off I go.... GOTTA STICK TO IT!